Everything

Feeling low While all my friends are livin' up together Uninhibited minds I sit at home Imagine if we stayed like kids forever Escaping time But it kills me a little bit When I taste it; that little hit And I know the fever is on And I hate it - comes on so quick My heart trips, now I'm feeling sick And oh my God, I'm gone... 'Cause I wanna know everything, everything And I wanna understand everything Everything Somewhere else A world exists, just beyond your reach Too far to feel If you're not there Does it happen, do the trees still fall? Were they ever real? Yeah I know it - I should resist But I'm helpless, my mind won't quit It's unrelenting dread Yeah I hate it, that I question this I dream it, that the answers fix The voice that's in my head 'Cause I wanna know everything, everything Yeah I need to understand everything, oh everything Night time comes, I'm alone in my room Nothing is more terrifying than that Moonshine and molly won't fend off the demons Gave up my body to quiet my mind I wanna breathe without thinkin' 'bout it I wanna keep my thoughts under control Sleep without hearing my blood pulse through me Forget about all the things I don't know And I say Please save me I'm a thousand degrees I wanna know, everything Everything Everything Cause I wanna know everything, everything Yeah I need to understand everything Oh, everything