Fuck

You text me

That you're gonna to take care of your own

That girl in the mirror she's a bad bitch

Pretend she don't need no one

Fuck maybe I miss read those signals

But you think I'm pretty

You think I'm p-r-t-t-y

I just feel a little queasy it's strange how I though loving everyone around me is easy

I'm simple

I know I seem a little scary but I started to open up I was gonna call you baby

Know that it's bad I dreamt you were my baby

I called and checked with the stars and I made sure I wasn't crazy

I'm living in a made up reality

I'll call and text and fake it back to sanity

Jaded and dated is that old style

I can't make it up can't make up

I float when I'm around

Let someone ruin the ocean and all of its waves

The memory isn't long but I replayed it for days

Did I say something? Did I do something wrong?

I can't make it up I can't make it up I float when I'm around you

I'm not having fun anymore

Still probably show up late still won't come home

I said I'd stop writing the same song

Been saying that a long time, been saying that a long time

You're feeding on my god complex

I'm lowkey into it maybe a little bit too much

I play me up while I put you down

That's probably why I'm alone so much

I'm not compatible with lots of people

That's why I make everyone text me first

When your best friend hit me up I ignored that and that was my first mess up

you just caught on the wrong day

Spinning circles all alone drowning

And all it took a week ago to get me out of a funk was to feel your energy

Woah ohh

I'm living in a made up reality

I'll call and text and fake it back to sanity

Jaded and dated is that old style

I can't make it up can't make up

I float when I'm around

Let someone ruin the ocean and all of its waves

The memory isn't long but I replayed it for days

Did I say something? Did I do something wrong?

I can't make it up I can't make it up I float when I'm around you