Losses (Bonus)

Lil Tjay Oh, oh Oh-oh, oh-oh, oh Can't change, I remember what I've been through (oh, oh) So when I spit, no need for pencils Traumatized, shit be fuckin' with my mental (oh, oh) This just some shit I can't get into I'm just tryna be somebody influential (oh, oh) A lot of souls I could vent to My success is not something coincidental And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit" Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks, really get me nauseous This is what this comes with, playin' with them bosses Could have caught a hammer charge, the other day I tossed it Worry 'bout my freedom, everyday got me exhausted I gave niggas trust, feel love and it caused it Tryna keep you right, I brushed it off, it's like I forced it Mad that you can't meet me, I be drippin' different sauces Glad I started winning, tired of takin' all these losses, losses Losses, losses, all these goddamn losses Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses Can't change, I remember what I've been through (been through, been through) So when I spit, no need for pencils (pencils) Traumatized, shit be fucking with my mental (mental, mental) That's just some shit I can't get into (into) I'm just tryna be somebody influential ('ential, 'ential) A lot of souls I could vent to (vent to) My success is not something coincidental ('dental, 'dental) And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental Big glow, lookin' back, I came a long way I still be reminiscing moments from my dark days That's why I stay away from niggas in they slug ways I can't handle bad vibes, they exhaust me Lot of niggas in they Birkin, they be salty Niggas heavy on my body, get 'em off me New ice, see, it's shinin', it's flossy 'Bout to cop a new whip, mine and it's costy Had a dream to make it out, it wasn't simple (make it out) Niggas don't know what I went through (no, no, no) Self taught, had to learn the fundamentals ('mentals) I ain't tryna be resentful (no) I was layin' lowkey, but I meant to (oh, oh, oh) 'Cause everybody so judgmental (oh, woah, woah) If you want it, run and get it, fuck her gentle (oh, oh, oh) Let that hunger deep inside represent you Can't change, I remember what I've been through (been through, been through) So when I spit, no need for pencils (pencils) Traumatized, shit be fucking with my mental (mental, mental) That's just some shit I can't get into (into) I'm just tryna be somebody influential ('ential, 'ential) A lot of souls I could vent to (vent to) My success is not something coincidental ('dental, 'dental) And if you feel like I'm shittin', it's accidental I was locked down, locked down, almost lost it Brodie locked down, told him, "Fight, don't you forfeit" Sometimes we just do some stupid shit when we be off it I done see too many niggas die, so I'm precautious Thinkin' 'bout them flashbacks, really get me nauseous This is what this comes with, playin' with them bosses Could have caught a hammer charge, the other day I tossed it Worry 'bout my freedom, everyday got me exhausted Losses Tired of takin' all these goddamn losses