News to me, the progress has gone down to shame and infamy

Working doing me, tryna' better the mirrors delivery

A better scene, picture perfect was the finish line,

but lately I'm behind, record time, attempt to better my life

Shit has gone crazy

All I know is to blame me

Felt like i'm finally changing, but I'm here faking

Reality hating, the vision is shaking, and I'm still waiting yo'

Swear I was getting somewhere, making progress, treating the reflection fair

Writing my name like I was somebody,

till reality hit, made me aware

Pardon my delusion

Fall for the illusions

Locked in my confusion

Looking for redemption

Hope I did this all right, now that I'm at new heights

Is this another bad night, who am I?

I'll be honest it's been getting to my head, nah'

Second guessing myself again

Woke up on the right side of the bed , thinking it could be different for a sec'

For the first time I was truly feeling like me, finally ending up where I was tryna' be.

Till the stupid shit put me in this mess

Overthinking done killed my confidence

No shortage of motivation to go and do me

and take the long way to the end

Celebration, selfish party, let fate keep me picky with love

Not like I said I was done

This only the beginning of the run

I'm grinding and nothing can stop me

except for the innocent things you thought were fun

Tell me I'm wrong

New all along, that I was just playing my part so dumb

Lonely as a mof', but I go on

While I keep on thinking you're the one I want

Been calling me bro, like it's really endearing

Knowing that I'm trying to get you to believe me

Maybe the ugly sides finally confessed

I'm alone, I'm hurt, I'm scared, I'm stressed

Pardon my delusion

Fall for the illusions

Locked in my confusion

Looking for redemption

Hope I did this all right, now that I'm at new heights

Is this another bad night, who am I

I'll be honest it's been getting to my head, nah'

Second guessing myself again

Woke up on the right side of the bed , thinking it could be different for a sec'

For the first time I was truly feeling like me, finally ending up where I was tryna' be

Till the stupid shit put me in this mess

Overthinking done killed my confidence. Said I'm always the first to blame it on me

Nothing wrong with no, its all for show, I've been alone

We could call it insecurity

We could call it doubt, but none of it will matter if I'm not what I'm about

Talk it out, say it loud, say it proud, not for clout, reach the clouds

I'm the biggest thing in my way to identity

Pedigree been telling me, I'm already a 10 you see

I'm getting way ahead of things, questioning my everything

Pardon my delusion

Fall for the illusions

Locked in my confusion

Looking for redemption

Hope I did this all right, now that I'm at new heights

Is this another bad night, who the hell am I

I'll be honest it's been getting to my head, nah'

Second guessing myself again

Woke up on the right side of the bed , thinking it could be different for a sec'

For the first time I was truly feeling like me, finally ending up where I was tryna' be

Till the stupid shit put me in this mess

Overthinking done killed my confidence