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Aching Fuck the candles on a cake Done wishing After almost 20 years That you'll change You won't change Cause life don't work that way 19 Ever since I could remember I'd been lying Told the truth could have been better That was frightening So you broke a door down Just to try me This won't end nicely When I was 16 I tried to end it all Somehow lived to 17 And proved myself wrong I didn't need anybody else So I thought Then, somehow got to 18 Lost most of my friends That shit changed me Cause if I didn't want to let them touch me It meant, that I meant nothing? Aching Fuck the candles on a cake Done wishing After almost 20 years That you'll change You won't change Cause life don't work that way Fell in love Under the surface Gave you every piece Say I still wasn't worth it Put me through hell Now I'm on my way back Forever doesn't mean a thing You more than proved that Don't say you ever loved me That shit is ugly Been so unlucky Took everything from me Voices will haunt me They'll say they're sorry But I love you, it Just reminds me that you never will Aching Fuck the candles on a cake Done wishing After almost 20 years That you'll change You won't change Cause life don't work that way I don't have a home anymore Don't plan on seeing you anymore I don't know myself anymore Hope she's her way back Aching Fuck the candles on a cake Done wishing After almost 20 years That you'll change You won't change Cause life don't work that way Aching Fuck the candles on a cake Done wishing After almost 20 years That you'll change You won't change Cause life don't work that way I don't have a home anymore Don't plan on seeing you anymore I don't know myself anymore Hope she's her way back