Out of the Grey

I spend my whole life in my head

I got tired eyes and a heart that's made of lead

I've lost count of all the scars

So my demons tell me I won't make it far

But I'm tired of giving up

I'm tired of having liquor in my cup

So I'll find another way

I won't let myself just sit and waste away

Oh I

Won't get lost down in the grey

I won't settle for okay

I won't

I won't

Waste another day

I spend hours on my phone

When I should be wearing out my bones

But I won't lie down in the dirt

I'll keep swinging even when my knuckles hurt

Oh I

Won't get lost down in the grey

I won't settle for okay

I won't

I won't

Waste another day

I been walking down dead end streets

Been walking down dead end streets

At night I can never sleep

I still feel so damn lost, so damn lost

But I'm still going, going going going

And I've got my fingers crossed