Dysmorphia

See me in the mirror I don't know her I don't like her face Car door on the sidewalk Makes my sides wrap And I hate the shape Imposter in my body Wish I saw me in a nicer way (Yeah, you're good as you are but you could be better) One day, I feel like a model Next day, I feel like a troll See all these pictures of models Setting impossible goals This image is misleading Don't know which me's the real thing Don't tell me to love myself more I wish that it was that simple Can't live without her approval 'Cause she warps my reflection and makes me obsessive I hate it, hate it Don't tell me to judge myself less I wish that it was that painless I live with her voice in my head 'Cause she warps my reflection and makes me obsessive I hate it, hate it (I hate it) Misfit in the pictures Looking different than I do to you Best way to describe it when you see red, all I see is blue Circus, house of horrors, all the monsters that I met in the school (You're the weirdo in class, and you're not even hot) One day, I feel like a model Next day, I feel like a troll See all these pictures of models Setting impossible goals This image is misleading Don't know which me's the real thing Don't tell me to love myself more I wish that it was that simple Can't live without her approval 'Cause she warps my reflection and makes me obsessive I hate it, hate it Don't tell me to judge myself less I wish that it was that painless I live with her voice in my head 'Cause she warps my reflection and makes me obsessive I hate it, hate it (Yeah, you're good as you are) ah, ah (But you could be better) ah, ah Don't tell me to love myself more I wish that it was that simple Can't live without her approval 'Cause she warps my reflection and makes me obsessive I hate it, hate it Don't tell to me judge myself less I wish that it was that painless I live with her voice in my head 'Cause she warps my reflection and makes me obsessive I hate it, hate it Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah-ah Ah-ah, ah-ah I hate it, hate it