F****d Myself Up

Life flies by

When you're having the time of your life

But when you are down

Time stands still all around

The numbers on the wall

Tell me to move on

But they don't know what I've been through

As this sober fool

I'm textin' numbers on purpose

And not havin' blood run down my knees

From drinkin' too much that week

And actin' so naïve

Fucked myself up on purpose

'Cause too much is never enough

What is it you want from me?

This shit don't come so easily

Fucked myself up on purpose

'Cause too much is never enough

What is it you want from me?

This shit don't come so easily

Tonight, to get by

I curse at the walls and question it all

They all say it's too late to save her

And it fuels my peculiar behavior

The doors begin to open

But I just sit here frozen in fear

I'm not here, I'm not here

Fucked myself up on purpose

'Cause too much is never enough

What is it you want from me?

This shit don't come so easily

Fucked myself up on purpose

'Cause too much is never enough

What is it you want from me?

This shit don't come so easily

I know that I've been selfish

But I couldn't care less

I'm always gonna come first

At my best, at my worst

I know that this is senseless

But I will not regret this

Help me to forget this

Pass me a cigarette, bitch

Fucked myself up on purpose

'Cause too much is never enough

What is it you want from me?

This shit don't come so easily

Fucked myself up on purpose

'Cause too much is never enough

What is it you want from me?

This shit don't come so easily

I'm scared to be alone

That's why I don't come home

I'm fucked, I'm fucked

I'm fucked, I'm fucked

Fucked myself up on purpose

I'm scared to be alone

That's why I don't come home

I'm fucked, I'm fucked

I'm fucked, I'm fucked

Fucked myself up on purpose