I wonder if today was the day that I passed away

What would certain people in my life

Who went astray think I have to say?

Like if we didn't communicate since we became estranged

And the way it ended wasn't 'cause of me although I changed

How some people left it gave me resentment and pain

But I learned to let go of it that way peace is what I gained

Focused on what's meant to be and look who I became

Though at times it bubbles up from my subconscious to my brain

It's a thought that I've been having lately

People exiting my life has got me halfway crazy

All I wanted was a conversation and some closure

Now instead I'm observing their behaviors and motives

Talking friends who I really considered my brothers

And girls I was dealing with who revealed their colors

Even family members who disassociated

I act like it don't bother me but how could they not know I hate it?

People come, people go

But it hits a little different when we used to be so close

And I respect when people choose to go their separate ways

But to simply phase me out and not even communicate

Shit is messing with me, that's not the treatment I deserved

When I care about a person you can hear it in my words

And through the times we shared this is how they wanna end it

I promise that I'm fine, I'm not really just pretending, but

I wonder if today was the day that I passed away

What would certain people in my life

Who went astray think I have to say?

Like if we didn't communicate since we became estranged

And the way it ended wasn't 'cause of me although I changed

How some people left it gave me resentment and pain

But I learned to let go of it that way peace is what I gained

Focused on what's meant to be and look who I became

Though at times it bubbles up from my subconscious to my brain