I'm my own worst enemy

No stranger to the bottom and a friend of misery

Conduit of rage, spending every day looking through bars on a cage

I am not and I will never be

Afraid to die the whole world is already dead to me

My temper wears thinner than ever

Close my eyes and slip away, forever

Look in the mirror, what do I see?

Everything that I detest, staring back at me

You should take a second, see for yourself

The only hate that I spare you, is what I wage on myself

The colour runs from everything

A world of woe, monochrome and apathy

Anxiety, monotony - tying knots up in my stomach with the hold that it's got on me

Breathing to die, dying to breathe

I'll fucking blow it all away if that's the cost of relief

Had enough of the stress, the pain, the fear, I've fucking had it up to here

Look in the mirror, what do I see?

Everything that I detest, staring back at me

You should take a second, see for yourself

The only hate that I spare you, is what I wage on myself

The rage that warms my bones will leave my grave so cold