I'm a lonely boy and it's a lonely world

I've tried everything I can

But it won't it won't stop going in circles

No matter what I do I'll always have this pain internally

Low expectation because nothing works so perfectly

I found a haven out on Oliver

I had to get away 'cause

If I would've stayed I would have gone insane

I can never just articulate significance of pain

And when it feels like there's no God then who the fuck am I to blame

I got to blame myself, I gotta work on it

Improve my mental health, 'cause it has gone to shit

And everything I tried it doesn't change a bit

It's like I have the last puzzle piece and it just doesn't fit

I'm losing patience, I try my best but I can't fight it

I'm filled with hatred, it burns me bad but I ignite it

It creeps within my body shows its presence once I'm writing

I gotta face it, overcome because I'm done with hiding

(I need to take my vitamin D, I need to stop breaking down)

(Get outside more)

(Focus on myself, Oliver that's good)

I felt love I felt hate and

Everything in between

Been alive for 20 years but I still don't know what it means

Everyone experiences everything differently

No one can tell someone what they should or they shouldn't dream

It's your own life, take your own advice

Follow yourself 'cause when you die it's only you

Know there's no one else

It's okay to go through pain 'cause you can always heal damage

Though if I didn't do this music, I wouldn't forgive myself