The shower held me floating like a rock into the bottom

And I couldn't go on smiling

Can't go on, I can't go on, can't go

Dad, you don't understand

I'm a naked girl with issues

Standing sobbing in the shower

Cant go on, I can't go on

But there will be blood either way

Whether I show up or choose to fade

Don't leave me sinking leave me sinking leave me sinking

I warned her I'm on the edge

She didn't mean to push me

Now I'm sinking down I'm sinking down I'm sinking down

I made you late to work again I cried under your covers

I pushed you out of your own bed I didn't want to be a burden

How could you see me like this?

How could you see me sinking down, sinking down sinking down

There will be blood either way

Whether I show up or choose to fade

Don't leave me sinking leave me sinking leave me sinking

I warned her I'm on the edge

She didn't mean to push me

Now I'm sinking down I'm sinking down I'm sinking down

Made a choice three months ago to choose the pain that goes with staying

I guess this is what I signed

Seeing fear's face when I showed mine

Crying in my boyfriends bed

Knowing that I can't go back

I'm floating up I'm floating up I'm floating up

I'm floating up I'm floating up

I'm floating up I'm floating up

I'm floating up I'm floating up

I'm floating up I'm floating up

I'm floating up I'm floating up

I'm floating up I'm floating up

I'm floating

I'm floating

I'm floating