You actually think you're gonna make it?

And so you do, and then what? You'll never be respected as an artist

Oh please. He's hardly an artist, he doesn't even have a label

And with the numbers he's producing, he needs one

Lately I've just been feeling sad

Like my walls are made of glass, and my tears are made of gas

Like the ground is gonna break beneath my feet and it's all bad, In fact

I'm having trouble sleeping, breathing's easy

When I'm not thinking, when I'm alone I find myself believing

Yeah (You wish upon a shooting star too?)

Loneliness is permanent, I don't remember happiness

My heart it breaks within itself. It's unhealthy. It's hard to think

But at the same time I believe that I'm overcome with grief

(You are) If this is war then I retreat

We live life everyday, I might lose a part of me (You will)

fighting all my demons in the darkest place, in my mind

I'm restrained, I'm contained, in a cell, within my brain

This pain is a burden, I'm over flooded with emotion

Truly words unspoken can only describe what I'm feeling

I get so sad that it's disabling which enables the ability to overthink

And then I wanna sink and runaway into a drinking phase

(Do it) full of distaste

But at least the bitter will put my feels to waste (It will)

And I can get wasted without facing the feelings I'm tracing

That are taking away my vision of life

Which is faking myself out of what I really see (You're so afraid!)

Yeah and suddenly life's so much bigger than me

And I know I can die, aware that I will

Aware that one day i'll be sixty, you feel me?

This shit come quick, so much bigger than this

And the only comfort that I find is with my girl that I'll miss

(She's gonna leave)

Her touch and her kiss is what will lead me to this which will put me to rest

(You're weak) put my life to the test

While I lay there and die I'll be asking myself if I had truly lived?

(I don't think you did) I truly did

I truly wish I did. I truly wish upon a star that pain will stop

And life won't have to be hard I know I'm blessed

I know it deep within my heart

But my feelings overweigh me and I drown in the fire

I get it. This shit is weird for me to talk about, I bet you've figured out

That my depression has been messing with my conscious

And to be honest, this isn't what I like to about

It's just what's natural coming out my mouth

Yeah there's somethings that leave me in a drought

This shit sucks and all that's left is doubt

Well see, I don't wanna say

"And I'm losing hope" because I'm not (Hmph, oh really?)

I'm gaining hope! (Ha!) I'm progressively getting better and better everyday

(I'm sure you are)

Things are changing but it's okay (Are you sure?)

Cause I know I'll be alright (Let's hope so)