To Judith, I owe you some answers

16, to be exact

I took a moment to write these answers

You'll find them all attached

Okay, attaching, clicking on it and attaching

I don't expect a response from you

In fact, it's probably best you don't

I'm not looking for forgiveness (I'm not looking for forgiveness)

I'm only giving you what you are owed

In the attachment

It's all there in the attachment

All that's left now is to hit send

And the weight of the choice will be gone

Nothing I needed to say left unsaid

Those 16 questions did their job

And now this can end

With a PDF full of feelings and deepest regrets

I just have to hit send

Oh God, is it weird that I am writing my ex-wife out of the blue?

Are there any answers she could misconstrue?

Of course, she could

And of course she will

Scrutinize my answers, think I'm full of shit

Wonder why it took me years to get this over with

That's fine

Who cares, who cares, not me

Sent

It sent, I sent it

I sent you the email with my answers attached

And now I've sent my final message

And now I've had the final word

This love affair ends with a three-page PDF

How 2017

How absurd

But I can finally move on now (I can finally move on now)

No more living in the past (no more living in the past)

No more hoarding all my answers

Each and every single one of them I left attached

Here's to never looking back

All my answers are attached (it's okay, I'm not gonna look back, I'm not gonna look back, and if I just keep repeating it, then it's not gonna happen)

Here's to never looking back (not gonna look in the inbox, not gonna look in the inbox, I've already sent it, I've already sent it)

All my answers are attached (okay! this feels great, this feels really great! yep, sent it, not looking back, they're all attached)

Here's to never looking back (not gonna look back! close the laptop, that's it)

All my answers are attached (not gonna look, I'm just gonna walk away from the computer monitor!)

Here's to never looking back (here's to never looking back! all my answers are attached! this feels great!)

All my answers are attached (woo! alright, big day for Jase!)

Okay, it's over

Oh my God, it's really over