On Asphodel

So here I am, I made a mess of so much, A swell of terrible decisions, Broke everything that I touched. I'm on my knees, In front of you, With my catalogue of fuck-ups, Dare you to have a look through. Oh sweet rosy, unattainable desire, And skin's appalling petals, how inspired! On a bed of asphodel, on asphodel. So here I am, A microcosm of it all, A lesson in not how to do things, Self-destruction rolled into a ball. A ball. A ball. A ball. A ball, self-destruction. So here I am, I made a mess of so much, A swell of terrible decisions, Broke everything that I touched. I'm on my knees, In front of you, With my catalogue of fuck-ups, Dare you to have a look through. Oh sweet rosy, unattainable desire, And skin's appalling petals, how inspired! On a bed of asphodel, on asphodel. On asphodel, On asphodel, On asphodel.