1st verse

Wait you know I struggle with emotion, it's a struggle not to struggle but the fuel in my devotion, 2 different world views you view my world and what's approaching know I'm safer with you holding pull me tighter hold me closer, hoping I don't leave and that anxiety that follow, I say how much you mean your eyes tell me not to bother, you can't understand how I say what I say and all this love for you I claim but risk it all for a dollar, confusing yeah I know, the irony in it both, the one I love so much is the one I hurt the most, can't explain why my actions not reflecting what I say and the devastation that awaits if you ever walked away, I say I'd never break but I'd be broken and I know it, crumbling on the inside trying harder not to show, empty pages like the absence of the words from poet without you I'm lower than my lowest

Hook

Say the words, I wish I want you, I don't know just how to want to

Not if your loves a lie

Say the word I'll leave without you, I don't want to feel I doubt you

So I'm giving up the fight

2nd verse

Naw why you trying to quit on me, puzzling my mind like you trying to riddle me, it's hypocritical to hold you to account for all your pass words, wishing I had off my flaws before our paths merged, through it all you saw more than I ever knew existed, took for granted your heart and the times that I can fix it, truthfully I know I hurt you every time I leave selfishly never seen the weight of the uncertainty, I expected more of you than what I gave, security and confidence in me your heart was safe, a lot of sleepless nights not wanting to miss my phone call, worried

you would lose me and terrified of that phone call, question why you love me so much and I just neglect it, love to wanna leave but that same love won't let it, feeling like you lost and the writing clear on the wall now, hurts you are not enough but hurts more to just watch me fall down