Not Going Back

Running, running away All those feelings, all the pressure, I can't take Maybe some other day I'll feel more solid with myself so I won't break All my life I waited for the time To find a girl just like you Taken by the good first times All those sealed lies I find myself off pattern Who am I? Happy as fuck I don't like feeling so safe in this matter Would you mind a little trouble? I guess it doesn't matter, I'm not going back (Not going back, not going!) This is my pattern, I am never in control She's too fine, it's time for goodbye 'Cause I don't wanna let her Realize the price to be by my side Unless she is a crazy ass fool Who am I to judge her? I'm just talking about my chaotic pattern I can't help it I guess I feel alive when it hurts me And it doesn't matter, I'm not going back (Not going back, not going!) I keep forgetting I am never in control And there is the issue with my temper again Will I get a grip and start to change this game? Running, running away Can't pretend to be in love with you the same Maybe when I'm ok You'll be gone and I'll regret it all the way But it doesn't matter, I'm not going back I'm not going back, I'm not going back I'm not going I'm not going It doesn't matter, I'm not going back to that