I didn't start this war

But It's left me bruised and scarred

There's more to life I'm sure than being a survivor

How did it get this far

You say there's something more

So where's this peace and where's the freedom I've been looking for

It's maybe now or never, but

I'm afraid to lose control

I'm afraid of letting go

This tug of war is all I've ever known

You say beyond these walls there's hope

So if i walk outside these doors

How do i know i won't be all alone

If I let you take control

I've been so hurt before

How much can I endure

You say this battle isn't gonna last forever

I'm trapped inside my fears

It's hard to run from here

Can you promise that there's really something better

Holding on is worse than letting go, but

I'm afraid to lose control

I'm afraid of letting go

This tug of war is all I've ever known

You say beyond these walls there's hope

So if i walk outside these doors

How do i know i won't be all alone

If I let you take control

I've been trying to play it safe

But You can't fix me till I break

In my weakness, you give strength

When I give this all to you

You will see me through

You will carry

You will carry

You will carry me

I'm not afraid to lose control

Not afraid of letting go

I'll follow you, I can't do this on my own

I see beyond these walls there's hope

I can walk right through these doors

Now I know, I was never alone

If I let you take control

I'm letting go