Sobriety

Ma'am, I'm gon' need you to uh, pee in this cup

Alright

Xanny, packed in my Off-White fanny

I been goin' off, I'm manic

Shit wearing off, I'm landin'

More on the way, don't panic

Oh, drank too much, god dammit (Dammit)

Shut that door, don't slam it

Shit too loud, can't stand it

I can't stand it

Wasted, hiding in the basement

Careful when you do me wrong, I don't ever chase shit

Life is what you make it

They say that when you make it

How I gonna turn it off? All these expectations

I got anxiety

They told me the pills should've helped me

But I think they lied to me

Motherfuckin' mess, I don't fit in society

Demons inside of me, fuck my sobriety

I got anxiety

No, I won't piss in no cup

Know that my liver is fucked

Know that we living it up

Fuck my sobriety

Fuck my sobriety

Fuck my sobriety

Sing me a motherfuckin' lullaby (Sing it)

Hard as I'm trying, not tryna to die

Spirits, I'm tryna hide

Wide awake, thinkin' 'bout suicide

Suicide, on the line

On my mind

Bitch, I can't sleep, I'm in the deep end

Fuck the z's, unless it's O-Z's then

I got anxiety

They told me the pills should've helped me

But I think they lied to me

Motherfuckin' mess, I don't fit in society

Demons inside of me

Fuck my sobriety

I got anxiety

No, I won't piss in no cup

Know that my liver is fucked

Know that we living it up

Fuck my sobriety

Fuck my sobriety

Fuck my sobriety

I know I might seem like a mess and

I got some heavy obsessions

Depression ain't easy but I'm just confessin'

I'm sick of pretendin'

I'm sick but I'm mendin'

I'm probably offendin' some bitches with stitches, they all sacrilegious

So I'm sayin', "Fuck them" (Fuck my sobriety)

I'm sayin', "Fuck them"

I got anxiety

Fuck my sobriety

Go 'head put that shit in Variety, bitch