Requiem

Well it caught up You know how many times I look myself in the mirror And say you're still alive But this cold water never seems to wake me up I'm like a cockroach sneaking under your door Ruining the beautiful decor This illusion to happiness To which you can not obtain So you sit and you pass the blame I just want sleep But your lullaby is haunting me Once brought me peace Now it lingers and it's scaring me I can see where I wanna go Your lullaby's a resting stone We hide our scars Like they aren't ours And we vaguely let people see And it's stupid and pathetic how lovely you were But these memories are covering me I like to think that I don't reminisce But I'd be lying to myself if I said I never did I just want sleep But your lullaby is haunting me Once brought me peace Now it lingers and it's scaring me I can see where I wanna go Your lullaby's a resting stone Sink, all alone, resting stones in the bottom of a lake All alone resting stones In the bottom of a lake All alone resting stones In the bottom of a lake All alone resting stones In the bottom of a lake But I'm swimming to the surface now that The waves have parted and the seas have calmed down I know I've made mistakes we all have made But this time it's human I've got something at stake I realize now there's no such thing as fate We all just want to find the ones that we lost along the way So we sit throwing stones in the bottom of a lake All alone, resting stones In the bottom of a I just want sleep But your lullaby is haunting me Once brought me peace Now it lingers and it's scaring me I can see where I wanna go Your lullaby's my resting stone