If I'm bein' honest I didn't see it comin'

But once you pulled the curtain, I couldn't look away or find the words to say

This feels like a bad dream, everything's unravelling

I know that I'm guilty, I hate it but I'll admit

Can't hide the evidence that I've had a hand in this

Again and again, how can I hope for change when

Every chance that i get I try to shift the blame

It's insanity for me to believe that change doesn't start with me

I sat on my high horse watchin' people make the wrong choice

I went to point my finger provin' how good I am

Blood dropping from my hands

It turns out I'm one of them

Again and again, how can I hope for change when every chance that I get

I try to shift the blame

It's insanity for me to believe that change doesn't start with me

Change doesn't happen in a moment, have to wake up and you own it

Ooo, real change

It has to start deep in the heart

Oh change has to start with me