I Don't Believe

I'm such an asshole

God, I'm such a stain

I just keep fucking up again and again

I don't believe, I don't believe

That I could be so stupid and so naive

I don't believe, I don't believe

That there is nothing, nothing left for me

You crawled into my mind when you crawled into my bed

Said everything I've ever longed to hear

So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry

You used me up and left me here for dead

I don't believe, I don't believe

That I could be so stupid and so naive

I don't believe, I don't believe

That there is nothing, nothing left for me

I crave it desperately, it's a cancer eating me

An addiction too intense to be denied

Worthless, I'm a whore

Crawling back for more

It's pathetic how I feed off this abuse

I don't believe, I don't believe

That I could be so stupid and so naive

I don't believe, I don't believe

That there is nothing, nothing left for me

And you told me that you loved me

And I believed you loved me

And you swore that you loved me

And I believed

Now I know it was a lie

I don't believe, I don't believe

That I could be so stupid and so naive

I don't believe, I don't believe

That there is nothing, nothing left for me