Heavy Wait

Daybreak, on another day Another chance to slip away To disappear without a trace Escape a life I can't erase Maybe death's my only friend Broken hearts on only mend When left alone with time to heal The cold will numb the pain you feel Who am I kidding This has no Disney end I packed up long ago I needed to begin again You'll never know How far I had to go To keep the weight from crushing me Daybreak, on another day A last goodbye and I'm on my way To put the missing piece in place To fill the void, the vacant space I understand how this will seem To those who only saw a dream But those who saw with empathy A faded light was plain to see Who am I kidding This has no Disney end I needed air to breath You spared no oxygen You'll never know How far I had to go To keep the weight from crushing me So long, so short on time So wrong, but right in line for me Right by me, typically Daybreak, on another day This one will not be the same I raise my head, I feel no shame A life awaits and who can blame You'll never know How far I had to go To keep the weight from crushing me You'll always be A faded memory 'Cause I kept the weight from crushing me