I meant what I said
If only in my head
If only in my bed
But I screamed it to the mirror
And I wrote it in a letter
He won't hear it but it really made me feel better
It built up inside
I took it to the grave
With most things I would say
Are lying in a pile
They've been there for a while
I should probably go and sort it out
But sometimes I feel like a child
And oh, I know
I really could do better for myself
Oh, and oh, I know
I really could do better
The secrets I hide
Are better left unsaid
They're safer in my head
'Cause I don't want to start a fire
I feel like all the burning
Might cloud up all the reasoning
I had inside for holding on to all these burdens
Oh, I know
I really could do better for myself
Oh, and oh, I know
I really could do better
I've got a million things I believe
I really never say anything I think
'Cause I'm scared they'll be mad at me
I'm scared they'll be mad at me
Oh
Oh
