Faking

I'm killing the kid You can't save him Learning to swim But he's sinking I don't remember if I'm alive Not enough space it's constricting I cannot run from this feeling I don't remember if I survived And the waves crash in Cos i lost my faith And there's much noise More than I can take ... Drown me out Cos I can't take The pressure now Shut my mouth Cos I'm not fine I'm faking now I Think I needs some help Think I need some help All the walls are closing in I forgot how to feel like myself All My future is crowded with self doubt Im Sick of getting older And tryna figure it out This Emotional roller coaster It don't stop Where it's supposed to Every time I'm alive I feel I'm getting colder I miss my friends They died for this Rhyme I miss my friend He died for the time And the waves crash in Cos i lost my faith And there's much noise More than I can take Yeah ... Drown me out Cos I can't take the pressure now Shut my mouth Cos I'm not fine I'm faking now ... WOAH Drown me out Cos I can't take the pressure now Shut my mouth Cos I'm not fine I'm faking now Drown me out Cos I'm not fine I'm faking now