First Love

It's summertime outside but it's winter in my room The sunlight can't soak up all the tears I've cried over you I try to go about my day but it's impossible to do Because everywhere I go I'm followed by a dark cloud in the shape of you So I try, I try to hide it But the void is to deep to fight it So I fake a smile and pretend you're still mine Ooh I'm so mad at us for changing, we could've stayed the same but Life forced my hand and turned you into a better man that's not mine And you watch me go But I'll always be that girl you know Because this love you can't undo Yeah one day I'll move on But I'll never get over you I can see it years from now My wounds won't be fresh but they'll still hurt somehow And you'll be waking up in a stranger's bed But that's not good medicine To heal a broken heart that you and I just can't forget Ooh I'm so mad at us for changing, we could've stayed the same but Life forced my hand and turned you into a better man that's not mine And you watch me go But I'll always be that girl you know Because this love you can't undo Yeah one day I'll move on But I'll never get over you I gave you my everything I can't take it back How the hell am I supposed to live with that Blinded by innocence we acted with good intent And life gave us forever like a hypocrite Now I'm crying in my room And the sunlight can't soak up all my tears for you You'd be lying if you didn't feel it too Because there's a dark cloud in the shape of me that follows you Ooh I'm so mad at us for changing, oh I wish stayed the same but Life forced my hand and turned you into a better man that's not mine Anymore and you watch me walk out the door But you'll be on my mind babe forevermore Because a first love you can't undo Yeah one day I'll move on But I'll never get over you