Pain

Maybe if they went through shit that I went through They'd understand my pain And maybe They wouldn't even be so hard on me I been Drinking and smoking damn near everyday Just tryna Dodge all the pain I got headin' my way And I done Been through a load and been through so much pain And I'm just Hoping one day that it just go away But I know It won't be tomorrow or it won't be today And I know Shit I do for them they ain't gon' do for me Maybe if they went through shit that I went through They'd understand my pain And maybe They wouldn't even be so hard on me I been Drinking and smoking damn near everyday Just tryna Dodge all the pain I got headin' my way And I done Been through a load and been through so much pain And I'm just Hoping one day that it just go away But I know It won't be tomorrow or it won't be today And I know Shit I do for them they ain't gon' do for me I know for a fact that the shit I do for them They wouldn't do for me So lately I been falling back Don't come looking for me I don't wanna talk don't even call me I'm gon' let it ring Gon' pick up right where I left off Can't wait to let them see I'm riding with the chopper Incase it go' down they ain't getting me I got way to much to lose I used too live like I ain't had nothing to lose Nothing to prove I was young and so confused I had to grow up I got older See my angels disappear Put on Karma wish he caught up Put his bitch ass in the air I smoked that nigga like a square This shit did seem like I weren't there And I been ridin' with my 50 karma I know they out to get me mama Walk down broad day with this Nina Bitch this not no milly rocking But I'll still have em' milly rocking I got up on em' with no mask I thought I sent em' up to Karma Ain't gon lie that kid was fast I tagged em' up and tried to leave him outta gas And next time that they cross my path Just do the math I ain't giving them no pass Shit I threw 4 and he caught 3 Saw my face he know it's me Fredo he really a shotta go head' play you gon' see Gon' make him pay for everything Lost my shottas in these streets I suffer from PTSD Paranoid while I'm in traffic ridin' with the Glock in my reach It's in my hands when I'm on feet And I'm gon slam don't try to creep Nigga pop out Imma' keep sending these shots out Imma' keep slamming on them with some new shit Wait till they see what I got now Got em' wishing they never got into this shit Got em' wishing they never had doubt now Maybe if they went through shit that I went through They'd understand my pain And maybe They wouldn't even be so hard on me I been Drinking and smoking damn near everyday Just tryna Dodge all the pain I got headin' my way And I done Been through a load and been through so much pain And I'm just Hoping one day that it just go away But I know It won't be tomorrow or it won't be today And I know Shit I do for them they ain't gon' do for me Maybe if they went through shit that I went through They'd understand my pain And maybe They wouldn't even be so hard on me I been Drinking and smoking damn near everyday Just tryna Dodge all the pain I got headin' my way And I done Been through a load and been through so much pain And I'm just Hoping one day that it just go away But I know It won't be tomorrow or it won't be today And I know Shit I do for them they ain't gon' do for me (And maybe) (They wouldn't even be so hard on me) (I've been drinking and smoking damn near every day)