Watching You Go

There's this rage trapped inside

In this violence, in the noise which amplifies

How I shake, how I shatter

As you're tearing at the touch like butterflies

I want to shed myself and lay back in the earth sometimes

Surrender to the sky

I wanna feel whole with the world unfolding

And the way it makes me feel as if I'm still a little child

She makes it hard for you to have to say goodbye

And I said to you, I'm not staying in, I'm not wasting it, I'm not

And I said to you, I'm not staying in, I'm not wasting it, I'm not

But I was watching you go

And I was watching you go

And though I tried my best it's fading, getting fainter now

This distance thinly cloaked

I still wake up sometimes and I feel I've lost it

Just like a dream I had which slowly comes unstuck

You made me feel as if I'm someone you could love

And I said to you, I'm not staying in, I'm not wasting it, I'm not

And I said to you, I'm not staying in, I'm not wasting it, I'm not

But I was watching you go

And I was watching you go

Watching

Watching

Watching

Watching

Watching

I was watching you go

I was watching

I was

I was watching

I was watching

Oh, oh I

I was

I was, oh

I was watching you go

I was

I was watching you go