When I Wake Up

I don't know the way I came And where I'm going now I think I threw my life away There's no one left to blame For all of my mistakes Maybe it really is just me And your shadow weighs you down The things you've done follow you around It's okay Another day perhaps And every single thing you do You bring your past along with you Well, okay I guess I'll say goodbye Sometimes I close my eyes And think of all the things I know that I can never change I wonder if my father's Up there watching me I'm sorry if I let you down When I wake up When I wake up