You will not see, blinded by wings, darkness and fear envelope me. The weakness grows inside & starts the dancing swarm. There's no escaping, can't hide from me. Succumb self hate with me. Contemplation, ululate, is this fate? Drowning me. Drowning, futility, losing me. I never wanted this. I never knew how bad this could get. You will bow down, the unwanted

Creationist. Take my guiding hand with you. I will lead you to the pool. Your frail mind

Allows the darkness to take reign drowning in sorrow. Time keeps going yet I feel like it

Has stood still. The ghastly ways hold me down. Losing breath as the sun starts to fade. I

Thrash around looking for a way out of this swamp of self destruction. How now? As weak

Mental walls all cave in. Flourish the decay of inner Abaddon. Too late, she’s found shelter

Under my wing. Oh tomorrow, hear all her cries.