Mind Control

I can't deny Yeah You say it's do or die Why do I let you run my mind My lover, my lover My lover, my lover Bulletproof marbled eyes Puts all my pain right in disguise My lover, my lover My lover, my lover But is she worth the vice You know that I'm just playing nice My lover, my lover My lover, my lover I love the way you feel It's like I can't tell what is real With my lover, my lover My lover, my lover I know I'm not living right In your purple skies It's too good to be true It's too good to be right It's getting cold outside In my skin I'll hide Give me one more embrace Let me get me dangerously high Push and pull you away Safer when I fantasize Maybe we'll meet again when I'm OK with the fire 'Til then I'll sit and I'll write In my test tube of a room Seeing the same little sights Singing the same little tune Viewing through my little screen The world like a cartoon I hope my friends are alright Buffer that pain with denial My decision it is final Down I built me a lil' spiral Just for me and all my idols Let it be without a title Lately feeling like a child What is causing feeling idle Moon-walking like I'm Michael Thirty days into my trial I did it all to myself Rinse and recycle repeat Woke up to feeling this way Woke up to down on my knees I let the words that you say Turn into pain when you speak Grateful I saw through the smoke And found the light in your heat You say it's do or die Why do I let you run my mind My lover, my lover My lover