I gotta run far

I gotta run far from here

I gotta carry on, yeah

My heart beats in a fast speed

And I can't breathe 'cause my fear speaks

My heart beats in a fast speed

And I can't breathe 'cause my fear speaks, so loudly, so clearly

I'm 24 and I don't seem to know shit about myself

So much fog in my head, working no end

Some days I wake up and I'd rather be dead

Sadly this is my reality, every day's a challenge

Though I try to show the best of me

My heart beats in a fast speed

And I can't breathe 'cause my fear speaks

I gotta carry on, I've suffered for too long

I have to run far away from my past

Oh, I gotta hold on to the faith that I have

Maybe someday, I'll be proud what I've done

I've been running through flames

Running, running through flames

My heart beats in a fast speed

And I can't breathe 'cause my fear speaks

I clench my teeth, I stamp my feet

Beating myself up for feeling more than weak

Dissociative behavior

I'm a slave of my past and I hate it

My heart beats in a fast speed

And I can't breathe 'cause my fear speaks

I gotta carry on, I've suffered for too long

I have to run far away from yesterday

I gotta hold on to the faith that I have

Maybe someday, I'll be proud what I've done

I've been running through flames

Burning up, burning up, yo

The flesh down to the bones

But I'm still standing up

Yeah, I'm still standing up

Yeah, I'm still standing up

I've learned so much but these days have been so hard

I've made mistakes but they taught me how to grow

I've been so hard on myself for far too long

I'm still so young, so I gotta carry on

So I gotta carry on

Gotta hold on (gotta hold on)

To the faith that I have (to the faith that I have)

Maybe someday (maybe someday)

I'll be proud what I've done

I've been running through flames

So I gotta carry on

Carry on, carry on