Decisions, Decisions

I can see my life on a screen The imposter that sings And it puts me on my knees / I'm crawling through the pixels and the dialogues Meaningless monologues I try to stop But I can't decide If holding onto little things is right I've been holding onto the little things Wake up in a new city All i did was close my eyes Only here for a few hours Not enough to stay the night I've been thinking about the time you wanted to get away but I put myself first over my family I've been gone so long You're getting used to waking up alone You were thinking about me last night I was spinning like a satellite I can't decide if holding onto little things is right No I can't decide If I'm wrong Been holding onto little things For so long The choice is bad I'm so caught up in the life I have I forgot about the one I dreamt and I can't afford the consequence So I waste my time Every night I've been holding onto these little things all my life I can't decide if I'm right Been holding onto little things all my life No I can't decide if I'm wrong Been holding onto little things for so long