Put that whip in reverse, why I'm still hurt?

I ain't tryna be friends with ****, put 'em on a shirt

Crazy part is that I really loved you, that hurt the worse

And I'll never put no one above you, you was here first

In my hood they throwing gang signs, what you bang now

Through that struggle I got hang time, I handle pain fine

Mistake my **** for some canines, they on baseline

I'm vaseline, you see my face shine, finna move to Grapevine

I'm living an unwanted lifestyle, but all my people with me right now

Tryna be a better man everyday fore I lie down

Promise if I'm lyin' in my raps then God can strike down

Yea my homies died, I shed some tears, so I can't cry now

Losing lots of people out my life, I guess shit changin'

I ain't even trippin', had to do some rearrangin'

I ain't never slippin', I'ma catch when he can't snitch

She can't fuck with me, too busy thinking that I'm famous

It's getting cold outside, you better ride with them heaters

Slide with them people, he know when he get caught, he deleted

I don't need to see him, I pray no **** give me a reason

To make 'em depleted, them boys slide when they feel defeated

Put that whip in reverse, why I'm still hurt?

I ain't tryna be friends with ****, put 'em on a shirt

Crazy part is that I really loved you, that hurt the worse

And I'll never put no one above you, you was here first

In my hood they throwing gang signs, what you bang now

Through that struggle I got hang time, I handle pain fine

Mistake my **** for some canines, they on baseline

I'm vaseline, you see my face shine, finna move to Grapevine

Them **** ain't believe in me, I had to apply the pressure

Had to kick her out the spot, already know we don't do extra

Y'all just listen to the music, I be really writing letters

They be showing love to me, I know I rap, but I ain't special

And I promise that I'm grateful for this shit, this shit a blessin'

And I took all of my losses, found a way and made them lessons

I smoke the pain away, this life get hard, this shit get stressful

That's why I'm always checking on my mental

Put that whip in reverse, why I'm still hurt?

I ain't tryna be friends with ****, put 'em on a shirt

Crazy part is that I really loved you, that hurt the worse

And I'll never put no one above you, you was here first

In my hood they throwing gang signs, what you bang now

Through that struggle I got hang time, I handle pain fine

Mistake my **** for some canines, they on baseline

I'm vaseline, you see my face shine, finna move to Grapevine