Suicide Note, Pt. 1

Cheap cocaine, a dry inhale The pills that kill and take the pain away (take the pain away) Diet of life, shelter without The face that cannot see inside yours and mine (yours and mine) When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe For our handle on this life I don't believe (this time) Would you look at me now? (Would you look at me now?) Can you tell I'm a man? (Can you tell I'm a man?) With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again Try to die again Try to live through this night Try to die again Forever fooling, free and using, sliding down the slide that breaks a will Mothers angel, getting smarter, how smart are you to regress unfulfilled? It's a damn shame When I'm hiding, when I need it, it lets me breathe For our handle on this life I don't believe (this time) Would you look at me now? (Would you look at me now?) Can you tell I'm a man? (Can you tell I'm a man?) With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again Would you look at me now? (Would you look at me now?) Can you tell I'm a man? (Can you tell I'm a man?) With these scars on my wrists to prove I'll try again Try to die again Try to live through this night Try to die again