Death Inside

My mind is racing, everything's changing All these voices telling me that I should embrace it Never seen its eyes, I don't think I can face it Oh, it's getting closer now I can't fake it, I feel what I've wasted Days gone by like erasing the pages Pain so real that I think I can taste it It's getting, it's getting closer now I see the hourglass Flipped upside down Tell me, what is the meaning If I'm barely breathing when the clock runs out? (I fight) I fight the feeling that's been growing underneath (But I can't) I can't deny that this is death inside of me Will I give up and never reach the end? Get lost inside of my own head? My demons feed on what is yet to be Death inside of me My heart is pounding, fear is surrounding Don't wanna take for granted everyone that's around me But if I let 'em in, is it my fault when they drown me? Oh, I see the end in sight I need grounding, a break from the doubting 'Cause I can't help but think they might be better without me I wonder, when I'm gone, what they'll be saying about me I see it, I see the end in sight And there's the hourglass Flipped upside down Tell me, what is the meaning If I'm barely breathing when the clock runs out? (I fight) I fight the feeling that's been growing underneath (But I can't) I can't deny that this is death inside of me Will I give up and never reach the end? Get lost inside of my own head? My demons feed on what is yet to be Death inside of me Six feet deep in a pinewood box 'Cause we got no say when the reaper talks, go When the reaper talks I can't deny that this is death inside of me (I fight) I fight the feeling that's been growing underneath (growing underneath) (But I can't) I can't deny that this is death inside of me (death inside of me) Will I give up and never reach the end? Get lost inside of my own head? My demons feed on what is yet to be Death inside of me