Play the piano to say what I wanted

Because it's unfiltered and it's really me

Nothing will matter when I’m with the fauna that feeds on the flora from deep underneath

All of my tears have been soaked in this floor for too many years

And I don't wanna be who I was in the past

This is my life and I'm taking it back, I don't care for the trash

That I put myself through

Just to make songs that were not really helpful towards my health

That's a sight of my mental, I know that some of you think that I'm mental

You cannot fathom the shit that I went through

Just to make songs about what I just went through

It isn't worth it to have to feel worthless

To feel like the music I make might be worth it

It's a fucking trip, making this shit makes me fucking sick

I'm not alright and I'm fucking pissed, I see the light in the dark abyss

I don't see shit I'm really fucking blind

I don't think this was really worth the time

I really put in so much fucking time to just fuck it all up

And lose my fucking mind