In the Clouds

This year hasn't humbled you And nothing will I'm trying to remember all the reasons I should care A year spent cutting ties and losing friends The rain flushed out pieces of old muses Gray clouds haven't moved in a few days You've been stuck in your old ways Why don't you laugh like the old days Hoping that the weather can still change Feeling like a ghost a lot lately A few months spent in hiding and waiting Up late thinking bout the days you never had I don't think you'll ever understand the fractures in my head It's a cloudy day again in my head Finding out you're not who you said