So Real

I can’t hold me up I can’t cover up any longer

Look, I wear that mask whenever you ask for a smile I‘m laughing it off in your face

My inner

A sinner

So sad I can’t take control

I can’t help

I don’t feel well

Forcing this feeling on me

Stop teaching me a lesson, ‘cause I won’t feel responsible, I'll speak off my mind

These habits you’re addressing are valuable to me (they define me)

So I’m letting I’m letting it all go

Don’t know if it’s good but it feels so real (so real good)

I’m finally getting the message

I’m being too sad and depressive now

But I want to be myself

Killing what’s best, by cutting my chest isn’t worth it

Intentions you have, all on my behalf never suit me right, I have nothing to hide

My inner

A winner

At games simply nobody plays

Should I lose

this deep blues

Knowing that it’s just for you?

Stop teaching me a lesson, ‘cause I won’t feel responsible, I'll speak off my mind

These habits you’re addressing are valuable to me (they define me)

So I’m letting I’m letting it all go

Don’t know if it’s good but it feels so real (so real good)

I’m finally getting the message

I’m being too sad and depressive now

But I want to be myself

No I don’t wanna be another scam for real, I wanna live in the moment I’m in

I hear the obligations that were meant for me, but insist in the way I’m living

(So I’m letting it all go)

So I’m letting I’m letting it all go

Don’t know if it’s good but it feels so real (so real good)

I’m finally getting the message

I’m being too sad and depressive now

But I want to be myself