I been thinkin' bout a couple mental problems

And I'm sick of bein' honest

And I'm runnin' through the questions that I get, no comment

You're the toxin to my name and you're the blood within my veins

You're the numbness in my brain

That I can't get out, no matter what I say

I can't keep strength, I can't lose faith

My mind is blank, I need a break

Cause I

I'm not feelin' good

I'm not feelin' right

Been smokin' too much

But i'll be alright

I'm missin you

You're not missin me

We know we don't mix

So I need a drink

That's a person

Can you hear it?

I hear people screamin' help but help is nowhere near it

I don't know what's at the end so I am prayin' to a spirit

But the gate is too late and I look into the lyrics

See I don't know much

I do know this

If the world were to end, it was politics

And I know that I can spit it but I'm tryna make it out of a shitty suburb off of dollar tips

Tryna be the honest kid

But it's hard when I need some food to eat, I need a fuckin' room to dream

I was runnin' round the town tryna make what I could

Just so I could pay the bills and get a motherfuckin' room to sleep

Cause I

I'm not feelin' good

I'm not feelin' right

Been smokin' too much

But I'll be alright

I'm missin you

You're not missin me

We know we don't mix

So I need a drink

Drinkin'

I've been sleepin' in

And then I'm

On the brink again

You hear that

Time is short but still

Our time is

On the reach again

Those god damn days are adding it

Gotta rehabilitate myself and shit

But I head-on straight with a little bit of help from alcohol and vicodin

I don't know what I feel now, i'm closer to the edge

It'll take one push and i'm off that ledge

Ramen noodle meals and shovin' gifts in a bag to tear those up by a hospital bed

Meds are keepin' me on earth and without pills I feel so lost

I kept my feet dug in the dirt, I can't have shit without a cost

My lungs are hurt from all the smoke, I keep losin' my train of thought

I'm goin' 80 down the road and pull the fuckin' wheel across, lost

Cause I

I'm not feelin' good

I'm not feelin' right

Been smokin' too much

But I'll be alright

I'm missin you

You're not missin me

We know we don't mix

So I need a drink