Ye, Guilty

I know God is the greatest I'll never say different

I look in the mirror my pain is still recent

The only thing that keeps me is my ambition

Yeah just my ambition

I look at the heavens from a mile away

Is you really there or it's just an empty space

Every other night I stay awake, if you was me you prolly would have lost your faith

There's not judging me now

I'm looking for answers and they got to be found

Would never know the up side if you've never been down

But I been down for so long I need some cannabis now

See my life is like a movie and I'm just painting the pictures

I never trust my emotions whenever I'm making decisions

My mind is fluorescent, you tell me you ain't seeing the vision?

I try to stay focused I got no room for distractions

Anything you heard about me

Man I'm guilty

Say whatever you head about me man I promise that I'm guilty

Tell me how you let my mama drown, in all these tears

Year after year, we been praying for 'em change

But ain't seen no change yet

Everything is black and white

But I'm just tryna stay positive through the negative

The negative been so competitive but I've been moving still

I mean I've got free will but I ain't mind I put my dreams and my life line on the line to make sure I'm never quitting till I get what's mine

Yeah I had to do that but now I'm back to the basics

Why you let them take my brother from me

Mama barely walks and she done done her surgery so many times, I'm talking to you can you answer me?

This ain't no classroom don't try to lecture me

Say something lord what is left for me

Or just allow me reach out to my dead homies

Or just allow me reach out to my dead homies

Mehn I trust you so much why you do me this much

My life is a gift but it's more like a curse

If you up in heaven then we need to talk

You've got my cellphone, don't hit me too much

You welcome to my apartment I'll gladly do lunch

I'm not blasphemous I've just had enough

You've got the powers but don't call my bluff

If you say I'm your son, oh lord please shine your sun on this darkness

Too many issues and I'm clueless

Agonizing and this pain is endless

I'll keep up with the struggle I'm relentless

I am the son of a tigress

Anything you heard about me

Man I'm guilty

Say whatever you head about me man I promise that I'm guilty

(Word life)

Nah I never fake perfection

That's the devil's shit

I'm on my Jesus shit everyday a fellowship

If I ever lose my followership I'll find a fellowship

Yeah, goddamn I'd find a fellowship

I've been talking about my life so much forgot I got a life

I'm really flexing ion do good with them hypes

It's cash or bags, that's my lingo

Frankly I need more Benjamins, my c notes

Of course I'm a negro

So you my negro

Everyone I've ever met call you a hero

Cheques or stripes, I'm healed by stripes

Took some swipes to free my mind but fuck!

It feels crazy I know, who would have thought…

I've come this far I can't go back now!

No! No!

(Car engine starts & revs)