We were good for a while

Maybe a while is just fine

Maybe that's all it could have been

Oh please show me where to begin

Cause

My troubled past keeps haunting me

My troubled past keeps haunting me

My troubled past keeps haunting me

My troubled past keeps haunting me

Sometimes I feel like we're both on different pages,

Wish I could revert changes,

Cause I'm so sick of missing you

And here I am

Walked away from confrontation

Had a better plan

Way too scared to open curtains

In this house with Sam

Look at all the damage

Swear I'm trying but I can't

It's a lie that the pain seem to heal itself

Cause I've been in this state of mind since the age of 12

Matter of fact I feel like dying of my mental health

I've been yelling, crying, shouting, I need metal help

A whole sense of self worth disappears

When your life only revolves around tears

I never needed much,

Just wanting you near,

I traded everything to dance with my fears