I’ve been bullied, I’ve been disordered, and now I’m a loner

But I’d say my experience was worth it now that I’ve grown up

When it’s all and done I’ll take a bow and I’ll own up

To every wrong I made, fly to the heavens and show up

Wishing some things were different

And at the same time I stayed crying about the pain that I wished went missing

But that’s what it’s about, you live and you learn

You can’t win all of the things you can earn

There’s a stalling little fire that burns within me,

So if you ever felt a little concerned, forgive me

But if you ever gave your back that you turned, don’t kiss me

And when my body turns into a lil’ urn, well I wonder who will miss me

I know my family will, but who else?

Who’ll understand the everlasting pain that I felt?

For now I’m tryna get me and my family some wealth

Then find me a woman moving with sanity and stealth

So please protect my health for the better, Hope I’ll be the trendsetter

Hope her coochie is wetter every time that I spread her

Man it’s now or it’s never, shouting louder than ever

It’s a pleasure to be me ‘cause now I’m storming the weather

Please believe me, when I say

I will find a way

To keep my reasons (my reasons)

And beat my demons (my demons)

When it’s all said and done (x3)

Wishing some things were different

I wanna win what’s mines cause I’ve been dying to be the king, but it’s wishful thinking

‘Cause we all wanna be kings and gods

Yet we never wanna sit down and think of the odds

There’s pride, there’s love, there’s hate, there’s ego, and lust

You put those in planet Earth, you’ll know surviving’s a must cause dying’s a fuss

And life will make you feel like you need fire to tuck

You got people taking lives for a buck

It’s bittersweet, people make you a gift and a curse

And the way you’re treated makes you wonder which one is the worst

You may not understand until you’re living with hurt and sitting all by yourself after putting in work

I’ve been bullied, I’ve been disordered and now I’m a loner

But I’d say my experience was worth it now that I’ve grown up

When it’s all and done, I’ll take a bow and I’ll own up

To every wrong I made, fly to the heavens and show up

Please believe me, when I say

I will find a way

To keep my reasons (my reasons)

And beat my demons (beat my demons)

When it’s all said and done (x3)