Damage, you're changing, I can't stand it (you can't take it, I'm taking it)

My heart can't take this damage

And the way I feel, can't stand it

Mmm, I don't understand it

Some days I just feel like crying

Other days I just feel like dying

Voices in my head and they won't keep quiet

Wanna quit but I can't stop trying

Can't trust 'cause they all be lying

Gotta win, no knots no time

My problems and plans they all be colliding

But my dreams like stars and they all be aligning

I'll be chasin' my dreams, but they far away

I don't do lirinum, but I made some Ks

I got me a baddie, she got some cake

Cut them all off, they was on my plate

If you not for me, you in the way

Upped a few racks, that was yesterday

I just want them love, all I see is hate

Plus they had me on the bench, couldn't make no plays

Alive, 'em hate, but not to my face

Whole life I was different, I was outta place

Had to learn how to get it at my own pace

Don't let them fool you, this ain't no race

Dropped 12-hundred just for my lace

Only one out my cut and get real paid

My pockets was star-marked, they never ate

I ain't had no drip, I ain't had no bae

Now I'm up in the stu' and I'm going ape

Ask me how I'm doing, life's going great

Life's what you make of 'em, make it amazing

Didn't have no vision, back then I was lazy

The way she hurt me, would have thought that she hated me

She said she loved me, man, that's crazy

What shawty was doing, it wasn't love

I gave it my all but it wasn't enough

She left me at my lowest all alone

I tried to reach out, but she wouldn't pick the phone

She left me broken, she making it hard

Looking for love, she left me scarred

Locked me deep in the freezer, I ain't got no heart

She had one job, but won't play her part

My life's a play, just play your role

I'm chasin' a bankroll, will never fold

Some days I just feel like crying

Other days I just feel like dying

Voices in my head and they won't keep quiet

Wanna quit, but I can't stop trying

Can't trust 'cause they all be lying

Gotta win, no knots no time

My problems and plans they all be colliding

But my dreams like stars and they all be aligning

I'll be chasin' my dreams, but they far away

I don't do lirinum, but I made some Ks

I got me a baddie, she got some cake

Cut them all off, they was on my plate

If you not for me, you in the way

Upped a few racks, that was yesterday

I just want them love, all I see is hate

Plus they had me on the bench, couldn't make no plays

Had to take risks, couldn't play it safe

Tryna stack a hundred just for my safe

I keep it a hundred, just keep it real

I hop on these beats and get in my feels

Been hot for a minute, but they weren't feelin' me

I knew this would happen like Simpsons foreseeing it

They all my sons now, they wanna be me

How you believe in Santa before you believe in me? (I don't understand it)