When You Left

You know how this shit go

Shit been crazy like

I watch my **** take his last breath

You my brother ****, yeah

Every since then I been fucked up **** like

You know how this shit go

Shit don't make no sense

You know we thuggin'

We livin' like this

We gon' die like this

You know what I'm sayin'

It's a lifestyle we chose man like

Yeah, I'ma talk about it

Yeah, look

Since you been gone in the trenches

I been all alone

I dropped some tears on a day

I tried to call your phone

I guess I don't accept a fact

That you really gone

I guess I don't accept the fact

I gotta write a song

We sold crack on the block when we was kids

Got sent to East Lake

For crimes that we did

Bought a Benz

And I bought a Porche right off a Fig

We was gettin' money

We was laughing at the crib

On the real I wanna thank you

For being stand up

Every situation that we had

I seen you man up

Went to jail and came home

I see you got your grams up

Fat gold chain, fat Glock

You tryna blam something

You know, we was like 12, 13, 14

Young **** you know I'm sayin

**** on some gangsta shit, you know

We shoot at them, they shoot at us

You know I'm sayin, we double back

**** ain't have nun to live for, you know

Used to sellin' dope on the block like

Was sellin' crack

Young **** breaking in houses, you know?

Lil bro you been gone

But your name live on

I remember when you fucked that murder

And you came home

Young ****, I admire ****

How you put on

Still sippin' lean

You know it's hard to move on

I get mad lookin' at your pictures and it’s weird

Knowing in my head like you supposed to be right here

Young ****, too player about a bitch

He ain't care

We trapped in this shit

And sometimes it just ain't fair

We ain't have no patience

From the struggle we was living

Took my **** out

And he ain't get to have no children

I pour out a cup a lean with your ass

I'll pay a million

And as for me

Still fighting this case

I got a hearing

You know

They tryna seat a **** down and shit man

It's the same lifestyle man, that shit fucked up ****

Funerals ****

Court cases, lawyer fees

All that shit you know I'm sayin

Bitch trippin''

It's that thug lifestyle man

You know it's that gangsta shit

It's how we livin' out here man