Am I Too Old

I can't count all the times I tried to reach, but fell apart Stood proudly, with nothing to boost Well, here's a vicious guess The world is against me Am I now too old Too frail to prevail Hallucinating impossible dreams Am I delusional They say It takes very small small steps To get over myself And stop doubting, ranting Should I keep on trying If I'm only moving backward In this dark evil and black world My heart rate rising I feel the heat and another beat Should I throw it all away, away My weary soul is crying out, don't fade away and never be afraid I strive for fate to go my way, please go my way Look at all the days I lost The fun I missed 'Cause was too scared to risk Am I now too old Too weak to live my dream Hallucinating impossible dreams Am I delusional They say It takes very small small steps To get over myself And stop doubting, ranting Should I keep on trying If I'm only moving backward In this dark evil and black world My heart rate rising I feel the heat and another beat Should I throw it all away, away My weary soul is crying out, don't fade away and never be afraid I strive for fate to go my way, please go my way Just let me breathe Should strive for fate To go my way, my way But I'm nearing the deadline too soon, too soon