Sun blaze

No rays

Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience

My mistake

I'm disgraced

While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations

I'm layered up but the cold goes right through my breast

Can't cover the hole you left in my chest

With money, funny, flex, or sex

And I don't know what's worse

The pain of you being with him or this empty room

Shrooms bloom all up

The toxins I spewed that day now fume the room

And I'm so frustrated

You begged me to show all of me and that includes

All of the things I wear

The ice and my mask to distract from my heart stomping boots

I told you I can't fall in love

My empathy lacks

So why would you

Give me a chance

See it's all your fault

You gave me the space to backstab you too

Sun blaze

No rays

Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience

My mistake

I'm disgraced

While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations

Please call me if I'm out your life

Don't call me stranger and wear a disguise

I just want you to think about all of the bullshit you done put me through

All times your heart fell for another

And I chose to stick with you

I cut you off for a week

And that was enough for you to call a truce

Then you started walkin' with scissors

And sleeping with roommates to show

That you cut me lose

I told you I can't fall in love

My empathy lacks

So why would you

Give me a chance to open my heart

Now half of it's locked inside of you

Sun blaze

No rays

Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience

My mistake

I'm disgraced

While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations

Sun blaze

No rays

Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience

My mistake

I'm disgraced

While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations