Take me back to the basics

Like who even is God, is this the matrix?

I don't like to play tricks

Yet I'm like a magician

You think that one things true, but I show you another

Your eye may see me but I see something different

Wait three dimensions?

Man I thought it was two

No more tricks

I'm so confused if it's a cube then I'm at one out of six?

Man I solved the first layer of my Rubik's cube

It took me 20 years for me to do it too

Which face do you choose

One face at a time?

If I find myself using a mirror is that a crime?

Will I do time?

In due time as the cubes mine

Noob life start with the cross cause he give me new life and new wine

He's divine and the vine

I've seen Him solve two at a time

I've even seen Him do it blind

I used to think I knew who God was

Does that happens to a lot of us?

I know there's always more of Him to discoverer

But I sure wasn't ready for this much repercussion

I try to face facts

See the reason I lack

What kind of dreams do we have

I'm seeking meaning not hacks

Does life get meaning from tasks

Drop to your knees and Collapse

I don't even know what's going on

God who are you?

Incomprehension

I got questions

Two dimensions ten dimensions?

I got good intentions, bad perception, need direction, Got suggestions?

Wait a second, pay attention, try confession, try repentance

No pretending, then comes tension, with exceptions, did I mention, I have questions?

Not dementia I remember How could I forget ya?

Here we go

Pardon me I got a question or two pardon me I started questioning You

Pardon me I got a question or two pardon me I started questioning You

Like

Do You love the tiny things?

Are You angry every day?

Or is Anger not your way?

Are You sick of what I say?

But then love me anyway?

Does Your favor ever change?

Do You stress when I am wrong?

When I mess up really bad

Does it hurt You every time?

Do You give and take away?

Do You party every day?

Do You really like mistakes?

Do You worry I'll mess up?

Do You have control of us?

Is there always a reason?

Do I lack in fear of You?

If so why? If no why?

If so why? If no why? what?

If so why? If no why? what? what?

If so why? if no

He's amazing and I'm lost in Him

Dazich I've been in a daze

been in the state of Idaho for days

And my mind it likes to race

And my legs they like to pace

My emotions like to tell me that I'm losing my faith

It's OK though I know that it's fake

Cause Every prayer I pray completely in faith

Only option when I can't seem to think

Or I can't see a thing

But we don't worry about it

I'm not here to brag I'm just here to paint

I'm not here to fight yet I'm in a ring

Do people ever fight when they are engaged

Iv been questioning God and wrestling

I'm not here to brag I'm just here to paint

Limp na my hole body dislocate

Are you looking for a KO or just to be OK

Are you looking for a way out or just the path to take

All these problems that seem to be imaginary

What's the reason for dealing with all these distress's

And I could name a dozen reasons off the top of my head

I could name you hundreds more if I sat down with a pen

2+2 is not supposed to be 10

Something still just don't make sense up inside of my head

Yeah He told me that He's good

And He showed me so I know God is holy

Yet no one eats bread if it seems moldy

I was discussed sounds bad I'm just speaking my truth

I hate this anger and I do not think it's from You

But I sure got confused

When I started turning the cube

Working on the second layer

But all that really seemed to do

Was wreck everything I thought that I knew

Man this is puzzling

Not the first puzzle but definitely most troubling

And I'm Struggling

Lord please help me I can't feel my toes there numb again

Pardon me I got a question or two

Pardon me I started questioning You

My reality my theology is it malleable, shattered or changing, living in him you best not Stay the same

Should allow him to change you

It's hard but just goes to show

He's worth everything and I just want you to know He's good

My cube shattered right in my hand

Now I'm stranded with no good plan

All of the horses said never again

Only the King would lend me a hand

If so why? If no why?

If so why? If no why?

Pardon me I got a question or two

Pardon me I started questioning You