Gut Flora

Inadequate It's the devil's advocate Is he real or counterfeit? Does he feel? - inanimate Panicking Brain scrambling Words babbling This "oh so maddening Well, whoops catastrophe" There it is One mistake can feel like six Man I never thought regret would feel like this Reflection makes me sick Shatter glass with fists There's so much to do while I'm just busy making lists Not really checking off shit Without a check I can't live Hurry up I need that direct deposit real quick I need something to sip Don't wanna feel like myself And drink till I feel worse For no reason at all So tell me, is it really you want what you can't have? Or what you had and lost and just want back? Answer me me that Not feeling intact No way to react I can't escape, wall's got my back Claws won't retract Harmless in fact All this an act Pardon the past Always an ass That's me- Completely, I N A D When did life get frightening? My chest feels like its tightening No yoga will enlighten me Its time for war - no time for peace And still I hope your smile keeps So, why don't you just lie to me? I don't deserve the finer things I'm fixing up my time machine And slowly working out the kinks To see how far it carries me And hopefully can change some things I guess we'll have to wait and see Just know that Deja Vu is me Running in reverse with two left feet Who placed a curse on this sack of meat? They told me you are what you eat Not microorganisms control me Gut flora Push ova Supernova Turned to "meet your quota" This is me Written on a screen That we all touch everyday but nobody feels a thing I'm seeing things like Wilfred Copy me a little? That's a tidbit Made up - that's Quidditch Pump fake - I fidget Roll up, a given I'm under some constant suspicion Constant confliction Do this or that? Ruin the past by bringing it back Seem so detached Yeah steering off track I'm on rainbow road Towards the wrong way to go But I got a blue shell that I'm dying to throw Die and I grow Way of dark souls I can't patrol This life as a whole There are just certain things that are out of control How can I be lazy when I'm running out of time? & How can you be scared of roaches yet you wanna smoke all mine? Full of wishes, where's my Farily OddParent? Can somebody notice me or am I transparent? You're the queen I'm the peasant You're the peace I'm the weapon We already went to space, where's the heaven? I've been gasping for air And pretending to care While the ending is near So just pull up a chair Yeah, time flies but pigs don't You talk online a lot but your lips won't You post a lot of shit that you can't show How many followers will it take for you to feel whole? Always wanting, it's gluttony I'll take and take but won't appreciate what's in front of me So What's the difference - between what I want and what I need? You can't get through to me - that they are two separate things Running in reverse with two left feet Who placed a curse on this sack of meat? They told me that you are what you eat Not microorganisms control me Gut flora Push ova Supernova Turned to "meet your quota" This is me Written on a screen That we all touch everyday but nobody feels a thing