A song I wrote after therapy

I was talking to my therapist You know the one you recommended She's tryna talk about my safety I find it hard to pay attention In my head I can't hide I'm empty inside I gotta fix me on my own Stars are fading from the sky In the city, in the city When I'm high this is paradise And you're still with me, in the city And all I know Is I don't know Now I'm talking to the waitress (the waitress) Who's tryna put me back together (back together) Said there's no shame in being broken (being broken) But I've been broken since 11 (since 11) In my head I can't hide All the rage I keep silent Gotta fix it on my own Stars are fading from the sky In the city, in the city When I'm high this is paradise And you're still with me, in the city And all I know Is I don't know All I know Is I don't know If you're contemplating calling Then call me 'Cause lately I feel like talking Honestly I can't wait another summer He can't love you like I love you I wrote this to let you know Stars are fading from the sky In the city, in the city When I'm high this is paradise And you're still with me, in the city And all I know Is I don't know All I know Is I don't know